Thursday, September 26, 2013

the decision

Today is my last Clomid dose and Friday I'll be taking my HCG shot.

I'm not worried about the shot itself but I'm worried about the effects of the HCG shot. I don't want to feel pregnant if I am not.. I think it's the most cruel part about this medicine.

The decision that we have made is that we aren't sharing any information past this point about this. The next time that I share about the pregnancy stuff is either going to be about starting over or that I'm pregnant. We have also decided not to tell the whole world that we are pregnant until we get through the first trimester. We have a select group of people that will be notified once we do find out just so we have a support system.

Since I do have friends and family who read my blog it would be unfair to share this on here since everyone else has to wait. It's been a hard decision to make since majority of my support system comes from the comments from you guys! I'm sad that I can't share good news with you guys as soon as I find out.. but I am sure that you all understand our choice.

I want to thank everyone for the sweet comments and support. I'm really hoping that this month is the month & I've been trying to keep my mind off everything. I find that with Clomid I tend to be very obsessive.. so my focus has been on working out. I think pinterest and I have become close friends over the past week. I've researched more on working out this week than I ever have. I've been very busy & not allowed myself to really worry or think about anything fertility related.

I hope everyone is having a great week!

6 comments:

  1. I wish you the best of luck and I hope to read good news in a few months!

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    1. thanks. I hope and pray I have good news to share! :D

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  2. I think this is a great decision for you, but once you get those 2 pink lines it'll be a secret so hard to keep. I'm rooting for you sugar.

    P.S. I'll be home this week. Skype is a must.

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    1. I know it will be hard but I have my circle of people who will know (ahem) but they also have to keep it quiet too. I'm excited that you'll be home soon - I miss your face! ~ your bestie

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  3. Just thinking of you and wanted you to know...did you ever get my last letter?

    PS: you're so strong and I can't wait to see what the future holds for you guys

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    1. Hey! What? You sent me a letter?! I didn't get it..
      And Thank You. I don't feel strong but my bestie constantly says that I am.. I am excited about our future too. I'll have to send you letter in the mail. :D Hope all is well.

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