Thursday, August 11, 2016

late night thinking

It's late. Another one of these late night posts.
I have a lot on my mind.

1. I want this bathing suit from VS before it's gone but I don't want to spend the $70. I already had another bathing suit set in my cart and forgot to check out .. it's gone. I should really just take the plunge and purchase this one before it's gone.

2. Being a single parent has it's perks but it gets super lonely. 99% of the time I feel I am doing little man a disservice. We should be out doing more, learning more, but then again he's excelling at so many things. It would be nice to be lazy on the couch for an hour and not feel totally guilty about it.

3. The husband comes home in a matter of days. Then he leaves for a year less then two months later. Kinda torn because it's almost like "whats the point?" We are going to get used to him being around and taking the trash to curb on Mondays just so he can leave. I do want my husband here but I think of all the weird stuff little man thinks about this guy who appears and disappears all the time. Military life with a kiddo is harder then I thought.

4. to expand the family or not to expand the family. I have the opportunity to add to our family while the hubby is home for his two months. That also equals going through a pregnancy and delivery without my husband home. at all. Oh trust me I can do it.. but do I want to do it. This man just wont let it go.. he wants another baby.. that i'll have to take care of 24/7. but Damn I love being a Mommy. Plus I'm old. I gotta push these kiddo's out before the arthritis really kicks in. No body wants a Mommy who uses a cane to walk.. yea?

5. One month until Dierks Bentley's concert. We got VIP tickets again. The rush is real. My obsession isn't stalker level .. yet.

6. Now that the kiddo's are all back in school maybe we can start our gym routine again... oh wait Dad will be home for only two months... gaaaah.  Wait.. wait.. he'll still be working so yea we can add it back to the schedule. Oh I also bought PIYO from beachbody and it's awesome. {totaly wish that was a paid advertisment}.

7. I need to drink more H2O. Dr Pepper slowly creeped back into my home. What's his deal anyway.. geesh. I really gotta make H2O a priority especially if we are going to be another adding a little one to the mix.  

8. I want to do a huge purge. I want to start removing everything we don't use on a weekly/monthly basis out of this house. Except holiday decor - that would be insane. It's starting to look like a house off of hoarders. Ya know I don't make the free time to sew anymore but I really should. I have enough random makeup/lotion products to open a little sidewalk store. Maybe I'll throw a garage sale before the hubby sails off again. Put a little jingle in my pocket and load up my starbucks card before the hubby leaves again. That's a great idea actually.

9. having a boob lift and a tummy tuck can be a goal right? I mean I can try to accomplish this for my 40th birthday yea? Why not.. pop out this last kiddo and save my Starbucks money for a boob lift and tummy tuck. I can dream.

10. Speaking of dreaming.. I'm off to bed. Hope everyone has an amazing weekend. Not that I post often but hopefully I can find time to post a little more once the hubby gets home.. (trails off in hysterical bouts of giggles).. more time.. (more giggles).

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